Post by The Avas. on May 10, 2018 22:20:44 GMT
Well, doesn’t it feel odd to be outside of EAW?
No, I was not fired. No, I didn’t walk out, but I am nothing more than a woman who wants to play her role in helping rebuild a brand from the ground up once again. To be part of any building process is something that I hold close to my heart. I wasn’t here for the original creation of Lethal Angels of Wrestling, but I’ve heard rumblings. I’ve heard the hype about this brand along with Joshi Extreme Takeover was all about. The level of wrestling was something unheard of. The roster of talent was something that I wanted a crack out of and here I am. The Goddess, Cameron Ella Ava is in LAW for the Supershow Alliance. The question on everyone’s mind is: why? Why are you here, Cameron? Why are you bothering when you’ve already dominated the world of women’s wrestling? I’m just a woman who recently had a World Championship Match last weekend. I am just a woman who carries this Unified Tag Team Championship on her shoulder, but in their eyes, it does not matter. It does not matter what I did in EAW. Sure, they will look at me like I’m an inspiration. They will look at me like a God..dess, but the fact of the matter is I am approaching this match in a company I did not see myself competing in. You would have asked me a year ago if I saw myself in LAW and I would have laughed, but it’s strange what a year can do to a human being. I am someone who has opened her eyes and I have embraced female empowerment and all that jazz. I mean, isn’t that why I am tagging with Aria Jaxon out of all people? I am so glad that she was able to see the light the minute that she stabbed EAW in the back, but I am certainly digging her new attitude. It’s better than the go lucky bullshit that she’s tried feeding us for the past three years.
Never did I think we would cross paths again, Tarah Nova. For those LAW and JET people who are not familiar with our rivalry, it is truly a treat to watch. I was the woman who made Tarah Nova into the household name that she is today. Don’t get me wrong. I’m the reason why she’s known, but this woman did everything else on her own. Former EAW Vixens Champion, Specialists Champion. Hall of Fame Class of 2017. Currently, she holds the Strong Style Wrestling Freebirds Tag Team Championships and Leader of the Ronin faction. It seems like she was able to make a name for herself post EAW. That was something quite surprising, to be honest. I thought after EAW, she was going to wither away from the public eye. I’m not saying that EAW is the place to be, but it is so difficult to make a name for yourself outside a giant company. Sure, you may have had the attention on your departure when it occurred, but it is difficult for people to keep an eye on what happens to you after that. It’s difficult to get people to give a damn about you because you’re not underneath that spotlight. The only way people can see what you’re doing is they subscribe and pay for the SSW network. Other than that, they have to check out and see your little social media handle to get the latest information on yourself. However, how many of those fans plan to keep up with your SSW run? How many of those fans stuck by you even through your controversial exit? I wouldn’t be shocked if those Freaks of yours just turned their backs on you. I mean, how many people did in the first place? It’s quite terrifying how you can be one of the best things of women’s wrestling and the next moment, they think you’re trash and worthless. They think everything you do is bad. It seems like you pissed them off, Tarah, but it’s not like you give a damn. You’re free now. Go fly little Ronin bird!
Now Haruna...Zakkii, whichever you prefer! You have really turned your career around in 2018. It almost brings a tear to my eye. There is a part of me that hates to see you go after Pain for Pride Festival, but there is no denying that you will leave everything in that ring. Never did I think that you would be leaving me. It seems like all around me, people who I’ve fought and had great matches with are sadly disappearing from thin in. From walking out to quitting to just retiring, it is all heartbreaking to me. This has all been breaking my heart on the inside and I’ve been doing my best to hold a brave face for the rest of the locker room. I can tell you’re breaking on the inside, Haruna. You don’t want to let any of this go. You are constantly asking yourself if you’ll be ready to let this go after Pain for Pride, but is it retiring from EAW? Or retiring from Professional Wrestling like it was stated by you on Empire? Why did you feel like it was the time to retire, Haruna? Why did you feel that this particular moment was the right one? Why did it take you so long to make a decision like that? This transformation to Zakkii has been an amazing one. You’ve challenged for the Specialists Championship. You’ve won at Supershows. My question is why do you want to give all of that up? You are finally beginning to pick up steam for yourself. This is probably one of the best runs that I have seen from you ever and you want to retire from all of that? Is this all about retiring on a good note? What’s in your mind, Haruna? I must know what you are thinking about. I must know your mind process with this entire thing. Only you are the woman with all of the answers. I’m just the woman asking all the questions.